Miranda sings

Miranda loves to sing for anyone. Make a request and she'll do what she can to fulfill it for you. She is that great to her fans. Ha ha ha Enjoy.

An amazing Christmas gift - wouldn't you say?

Love it!

girlfriends vs boyfriends

Nation's Girlfriends Unveil New Economic Plan: 'Let's Move In Together'

Twisted Christmas

As I sit here listening to Twisted Sister's Christmas album I can't help but smile. I've been a bummer mood all month not really caring whether Christmas came or not. LAME, I know - but we don't judge. It took a while but I love Christmas! And I'm not afraid to admit that Twisted Sisters had a lot to do with it. Ha ha ha, wow. Yes it really was that easy.

So one thing I love about this season is how much more friendly people become. Whether it is someone in your life or a stranger at the store you are bound to see it.

I just wanted to wish you all the merriest of a Christmas!

xoxo

a merry mormon christmas?

This is why the late shows are worth staying up for...



all in fun of course

Brilliant and hilarious! Love it

The Beard cap

Description:

The beard caps refer to a traditional cap called “lambshed-hood” which was used in Iceland by farmers who in heavy snowstorms had to walk long distances between their sheds and to the neigboring farms. The cap covered both head and neck and had only a small opening for the face.
100% Icelandic wool, five different colors and two shapes.

put a smile on my face...

JOY

Follow through

So when someone tags you on their blog is there a time frame of following through on your end. Or can it just be done when you want? I piddle around a lot these days...on other peoples blogs and avoid posting anything on mine. However seeing as I love Alexa I'm going to follow through now rather than later.

So here it is-in no particular order 10 facts all about me. If disinterested you can skip down to my top 10 list of things that make me happy. And if you don't want to read about me than what are you doing on my blog?? Just sayin'

When I was a youngster I would go to my grandparents dairy farm. I loved everything about it and there were times we were told not to do certain things. Well I didn't listen one of those times and afterwards I learned that sometimes it is best just to listen. Parents on occasion really do prove to know more than kids. Case in point; we would swim in the canals during the hot summer days and it was so much fun! But than there were the ditches used for irrigation. We were to avoid them because if the water was high and moving fast enough you'd be gone in a flash. Well it looked fun - and I just wanted to test the waters out. So I got in and can I tell you if I could've been out faster than I got in heck yes I would have. Unfortunately I was a good half mile down before I even was able to attempt to pull myself out. Holy scary - but the biggest bummer wasn't that I could have drowned but that it scuffed up the bottom of my favorite swimsuit! The one my mum told me not to wear while in the canals. Ha so lesson learned. I never got in the ditch again nor did I ever speak of it until now.


I guess that knocked off more than just one fact about me, wouldn't you say? I mean obviously you know now that I didn't listen very well and defied my elders. So we'll move on to say number four, sounds fair, eh?


I'm scared of needles and to attempt to overcome that phobia I donated blood regularly every 8 weeks for 18 months. Umm yeah and that whole cure me of my phobia-it didn't work.


So now what number are we one? 6? Sounds good to me!


I love my handwriting and I used to be so ocd about having it perfect that after taking my notes in my classes - if I'd messed up I would rewrite them in their entirety to ensure they were pretty to look at.


I got in a car with a stranger once when I was about 7. Scary, right? Umm thinking about it today ABSOLUTELY! But at the moment nah. I was just happy to get a ride to swim team. And to call him a stranger isn't the truth. I knew him but I didn't know how I knew him. He knew me but I couldn't place him and to this day still can't figure out who he was. But hey at least I wasn't late to swim practice!


We went to Vail as a family one summer and stayed in the condos that had the most amazing pool and driving range behind us. I loved it, what I remember of it anyways. But all the condos looked the same so I walked into what I thought was ours. Yeah it wasn't. Wanna know how I knew? Because there were ash trays all over and it smelled like beer. I looked around the place for a few minutes until a lady saw me and asked if I was lost. I told her I didn't think I was but seeing her confirmed that I was in fact lost. She helped me find my way home. Another moment for a mother to panic - eek.


I think these above stories can count as ten facts proving my ability to not think things through. So moving onto the next list.

My top 10 things I love!

I love pretty much everything!

Let's see I love Burts Bees chapstick and have since about the 8th grade! LOVE IT! 9 times out of 10 I always have one on me.

I hands down love to be in the kitchen baking and cooking! It truly can make things seem so much better. I really love trying new recipes and love it even more when I love how it turns out!

I love CD's over iPod any day. There's just something about that ownership it gives me.However I do like that I can watch movies on the go from a teeny screen ;) ha ha

I really love to read; and even more so if I get to do it with someone. Whether in a book club or reading with children or having someone read to me. I love it in all way shapes and forms. Even on CD! ha ha

I love to snuggle up with a nice thick quilt and take naps! It is the best remedy to bad days.

Gilmore Girls. Need I say more??

I love nail polish! I am an OPI snob and own too much for my own good. I paint my nails as often as possible and love it even more when I opt for a salon pedicure! Doorway to my SOLE here I come! {if you live in the Denver area it is the best place ever! It's at Cherry Creek}

I have grown to love my scars. Wanna know why?? Because it's okay to have silly looking battle wounds from surgery. Because it's a daily reminder to evaluate things I take for granted. Like walking for instance!

I love my friends! Even the ones that come for a moment and then blink they're gone. I love the ones that were there and pop in and out of my life. I love the new ones I make and I love be able to recognize that friends are a gift to bless our lives! They will if we but allow it! They are proof that my prayers are heard!

And last I love kids! I think they are brilliant and wise and funny and loving! What joy they bring to my life!!

and to now tag some others...let's see in no particular order I love these girls, I love their blogs, and more importantly I love their friendship!

 But now I'm too tired to link and tag you girls so go ahead and grab a tag and join in the fun! I'm pretty sure you all know who you are! You are the ones that survived this post ;) No but really quick Jenn, Kell, TawnaKins, ChelseyMichelle, Gina, Andrea, Jeane, Lori, JessV, PhillyJess, And well come one come all join in on the fun. Cathy, Tiffany, Brenda, you guys get the idea. I love you all and now share some facts with me about you! LOVES*

take a moment

Baby it's cold outside...

For those of you in the Denver area....one stinkin word is all I need to use describing the weather. FRIGID! Ooh it is so bitter cold out and today it was actually warmer! Hallelujah!

Anyways I mixed up a batch of dough to make some gingerbread famdeezys! It was all set to be pure bliss...and then the worst thing ever happened!! The cookie cutters are missing! AHHHH

What am I to do? I mean sure I have a pretty snowflake I could use and it would potentially make a beautiful cookie. But what about that crazy family I was going to create?! What of them? And how would I be able to make these lil beauties? Bummer, eh?

A warm December

Today marks the day of an experience that at the young age of 11 touched my heart and has since impacted my life. I'd love it if you would read this article and than perhaps you will know of the imprint it left on me. I have many memories and I know I often share with you the good ones. Well this is one that truly brings to light the true meaning of Christmas. Love to you all xoxo

Vancouver or bust!

I am getting SO excited for the Olympics you guys! I love everything about them! It's kickoff is in February and it's never too early to remind ya'll of the amazingness to come. I came across this lil gem of a commercial from one of their sponsors. love it! Hope you do to-loves*

anyone for a snow day?

Movie Marathon week! I call it that because what else am I going to do when I can't drive and I'm bored out of my mind because I'm sick of reading? So movie time it is! I just finished watching Nights in Rodanthe with my mum and I decorated the downstairs Christmas tree! Now off to watch Taken with the lil sis and work on writing some Christmas cards! I love snow days!

oh the joy of family togetherness

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

What would you think if I sang out of tune?

I've been wondering what it is exactly that makes it so easy for me to not want friends.
Is it that I found myself in recovery mode in my bed for several months? Or is it who I am but try to overcompensate for it by being that friend? You know 'that' friend. I'm sure we all play that card at times. Don't get me wrong, I love socializing - that is at least I thought I did. Until that ill fated day arrived where I was drugged and just out of surgery. I all of a sudden was very choosy of who I wanted to interact with and let me tell you; it was a limited circle. And those that were there I treated down right horribly. That's how I view it anyways. It makes me sick when I have flash backs to the hospital and the things I said to others and the way I responded. My attitude has been sorely affected. It has been a long recovery process; one of which I'm still undergoing. I know that jumping into this next surgery may make it worse but hopefully it won't get the best of me and I can nip this silly attitude in the butt. I blame it on many different sources but who am I kidding...I choose to respond to the circumstances. I am the one that enables the affect things have on me. Hopefully I can continue to recognize my shortcomings and build a stronger mechanism within to allow for a more submissive attitude. Either way I knew going into these surgeries that it would change me. I'll do whatever it takes to ensure I don't let this opportunity to be a stronger and better me go to waste. Until then know that I love life, perhaps there are moments I dislike but overall LOVE is the name of the game. I hope you all are well! And enjoying this festive holiday season! Love to you*

And a quote to leave you with...I used to read up on Maya Angelou all the time while I was in high school and something I read of hers once has always stayed with me. Perhaps it will do the same for you. "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

a reunion of sorts

Remember when Dorothy is reunited with Toto after He runs away from Miss Gulch? Throughout all of Dorothy's experience in Oz - Toto was her saving grace and guiding light. He knew what she needed but ultimately she chose in the end. But Toto was always there to get her out of the thick of it all when she was in need. I have a 'Toto' in my life...I've begun recognizing just that over the last 12 weeks or so. No matter what I have a friend, who I can always trust, and turn to. And if I but communicate with Him - I know He shall hear me. Do you perhaps feel that in your own lives? It's at times hard to remember but the knowledge of it is there, trust it!

you can learn how to be you in time

So I took a three week trip to Utah to visit family. In that time I kind of lost track of time-who am I kidding I never am able to keep on top of my busy schedule. Well I just settled in after being home a day and pulled out my calendar. You guys it is devastating...I am hanging my head because reality has hit me. I have three appts this week and let's not even think about what next week will bring. But all is well because in meeting with my PT yesterday he gave me great relief in knowing that I'm coming along great in recovery. He helps me see the things that I don't. He has worked with me for six months now on and off and He knows my strengths and weaknesses better than I do at times. It is so wonderful to have those experiences in our lives, isn't it? What's that saying? REMEMBER THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE FOR ONE DAY YOU MAY LOOK BACK AND REALIZE THEY WERE THE BIG THINGS. Well that is how this whole surgery recovery process has been for me. There are so many things that I have dealt with the majority of my growing up years that put me in this place I am in now. And PT helps me recognize what a significant role they have had on who I am. Those little things are now big ah ha moments and it is wonderful being able to draw from those experiences and become stronger.

Dear Santa, define naughty...

It's that wonderful time of year again!!!

CHRISTMAS
have you all been behaving yourselves in hopes that you make the nice list? 

Dear Mother Nature, I've heard there is a storm moving towards my house. Will you please be sure it happens and that it isn't just talk. I look forward to it - I love the snow and I really want it come down so that I can go play in it! And silly commuters they are the ones that choose to make it a chore not an activity. So don't worry about them.

Dear music artists, Bring on the Chirstmas music! I think it is the best thing ever and although others may call my obsession a lil much it is just barely enough for me! Love it!! So please don't clog up my ears with the weird new age modern mumbo jumbo Christmas yakkity yak but just the fun classics. Is that too much to ask?

Dear artificial tree makers, You make me happy! If not for you my dream of one day having a white and pink tree adorn my house would be just that-a deram. But until that day I'll just enjoy the casa of my mum and pops house with two Christmas trees. Yay for lit trees with loads of ornaments adorning the branches! I love it!

Dear Louisa May Alcott, thank you for creating the wonderful world of the March sisters. They bring me joy each and every Christmas. I will forever love that they made a movie out of your brilliant words!

And dear hot cocoa industry, I will forever love you till the day I die. You make my heart melt with your delicious chocolaty goodness. Brilliant!

Dear city of Paris, Thank you for introducing me to your wonderful tradition of Buche de Noel! Long live the yule log!!

Familia

I love my family.

        That is all.

x.o.x.o


     oh and P.S.

Happy Thanksgiving week my lovelies!

All you need is love!

Children are amazing! They can always bring a smile to my face no matter how I am feeling at the moment. This may sound awful but they seem to be able to make it about everything else but me. They are so loving and kind and just want to be involved. They are so willing to learn and help and do what they can to help. As I've had experiences of being a benefactor of this unconditional love I am so grateful.  I was in PT recently and my therapist and I were discussing the pros and cons of my surgery. I have felt a huge change in my life over the course of my recovery. Yes, things are at times hard and seem daunting at the time. I have no desire to move forward because I feel so helpless. There are several things I have recognized that I think are important enough to remember. I know that I love those that have served me at this time. In SO many different ways. I was beginning to recognize that I couldn't do many things on my own without help of some kind. This was a hard reality to grasp onto. In time I have seen that it was important part to my hearts well being. It has softened my heart and I know that I still have a lot more distance to cover but I am so grateful for the opportunity to continue to be able to feel of my Heavenly Fathers love daily. And I am grateful that I am able to ask forgiveness when I may not have the best attitude. I know that prayers are answered and that no matter what there are always silver linings in everything~I love you all!!

Children make me smile!

nineteen ninety two

There was one year in my life that I had an experience I'll never forget. I don't remember the silly details just the feelings I had that day.

I always tell myself I must've been in first grade...my visual memory tells me so and for that it must be so. I had a wonderful teacher with whom I loved and I enjoyed my schoolmates. I also loved being able to attend school with two of my older siblings. We lived just a few miles from our elementary school and we'd ride the bus to school with all the neighborhood kids.

Onto the event and the moment I'll keep with me for always.

My brother walked home from school one day with one of His friends. I heard about it and told my mother I wanted to walk to school. I am pretty sure it was a lost fight on my part. My mother telling me that one of these days my brother could possibly accompany me on the walk. I'm sure I dragged my feet to bed that evening. However the next morning I told my mother I would walk to the bus stop up the street to catch the bus - not sure if that is accurate but it is how I remember it. I did in fact walk to that bus stop but instead  of stopping and waiting with the other kids I continued on my way. I walked the route of the school bus. For me that is the only way I knew and I trusted it. However after a while I began to get tired and scared. I was beginning to think that walking to school had not been as wonderful as my brother had talked it up to be. I was approaching a turn off from the busy street where there was a house of an older couple I knew and loved. I just knew she would be home and she'd take me in and make me feel safe. I approached their front door and nobody answered. It was then that I began to cry. For I knew there was still a way to go until I got to school and I didn't have the ability to continue. My tired body was emotionally and physically exhausted. I prayed that somebody would find me and make it better. I didn't want to be alone and realized my mother was right; I was too young to walk to school without someone older. That knowledge made it all that much worse, and I felt horrible for being dishonest as well. My stomach was in knots and just when I felt as if nobody would ever find me a saw a school bus. Its driver approaching me asking me what my name was and if I was alright.

The bus drivers on other routes had been notified of the fact that I hadn't made it to school that morning. It is an experience I've always wanted to forget. I felt such relief when that driver found me and took me to school. But all the kids in my class had been questioned about my whereabouts and I felt foolish walking into the classroom that day.

I don't remember really ever talking about it much with my parents after that. But eventually I learned that the route my brother walked to get to school was not the one I had taken. On that day it was a shorter way and one that if I had been patient I would have been able to enjoy all that much more.

Isn't that how it is in our lives though? I got selfish and only saw the end in mind and that I wanted it then and now. I didn't want to wait and depend on someone else. So I did it myself and had to experience something I otherwise wouldn't have had to. I took my way instead of being patient. I also know that my Heavenly Father heard my simple prayer that day of forgiveness and asking for help. It is the same with anything else we go through in this life. Our prayers are heard and He will never abandon us. He knows the end from the beginning and we need to trust that. I know that at times it is hard to remember the simple things we know. But that experience is one that will forever be with me. It is truth that at times what we want isn't always how it should be, however we still have the opportunity to choose. I know that my Heavenly Father will be there always, even at the moments of darkness and shame. For a 6 year old that is all I felt that day, yet when I turned to Him, He provided a way! I love this gospel and I love the power of prayer. May we all take advantage of it! Surely Heaven is with us if we but give heed!

Anyone for a corn maze??

Oh fall! I love this time of year. The scent the colors the beauty the crip air and the crunch of leaves...I love it all! But what about corn mazes? I haven't been to one since I was in high school. OH those were the days. I only went because my bf at the time wanted to go with our friends who were all together or whatev at the time. I'd rather have spent the time doing anything but. I came across this lil gem though and think this may have made it a better experience for me to consider making an appearance again at any given maze. What are your thoughts?

*And I don't hate on blondes nor do I judge them. We all get a bad wrap for something at some point - Blonde is one that I get labeled all too often. Embrace it I say.

So much laughter

I found something amazing!! I was so excited to go to the gym last night. I love the gym and especially on Saturday nights - because I can watch SNL! Well did anyone else catch this? I was rolling on the floor laughing! I love Twilight but when they make fun of Twilight I love it even more!

Enjoy!

nineteen eighty nine

I figured I'd begin with a year that celebrates a life. The birth of my baby sissy - Cassandra. She is AMAZING even though we really share no commanalities except our blood. That's why it was such a good year. She was a magnificent joy in my life, and still is!

She is engaged and soon to be hitched here in the next few months. She is so crazy in love that it makes me want to barf but regardless I am happy for her.

She may not remember this but well obviously she was a baby so she wouldn't but I was so excited with the idea of having a baby around - that is until day she was born.

I woke up and went into my parents bedroom and they weren't there. I thought they had left me and weren't ever going to return. I still remember that feeling, but they ended up keeping her and coming home and it has since worked out in the end.

When my dad would go on business trips my mum would allow us to sleep in bed with her. The best thing ever! But since Cassie was the baby she got to sleep in the middle. She got to sleep next to mom! And she would push me out of the bed, she's too young to remember this I'm sure. But it sure did stick with me. One time she pushed me out while I was sleeping and I feel onto the floor and it hurt! Lame waterbed! I haven't liked waterbeds since. I wonder why??

a picture is all

I can't do everything

But that doesn't mean I won't attempt anything at least once!! I went to physical therapy today and I have a love hate relationship with pt. Oh brother! That sounds like everything in my life. Moving on... 
Ha ha sometimes I hear the most random things and it makes me wonder what the tuna people were thinking. Does it even phase them that they sound ridiculous? Well I guess I don't have room to talk because I am guily of this at times too but still...I have to wonder.

I don't judge, I will be your friend. Because I can but don't think that just because I am your friend I won't point out some of the dumb things you say and or do. Puh-lease isn't that what friends do??

So I am going to try my attempt at something a few of my fellow bloggy friends are doing. Where each post represents a year from their life. I'll not subject to silly ramblings but I'll be sure to tie in some silly experience to a real life point in my day to day life. Keep your eyes peeled for me to get a start on that.

And for those of you that care, the Nuggets won last night. And I know they had a horrible first half and yes I was worried they were going to lose. But proves that worrying makes no sense. They came back strong in the 3rd quater and I am sure proud of them! Now let's continue bringin it at tomorrows game against Miami! Loves*

my lil nuggets of pure joy

Amazing you guys! I got clearance to hit up the gym again!! I love the gym and it is pure joy in my life. And after being away for two months it felt so good to be back at it again. I was able to watch the Nuggets @ Indiana and it was a beautiful win for an away game. They have 5 more games in their 9 day road trip so let's see if they can keep it up!

Come together

So often I forget that we all have our own rocks to hurdle in this life...and as of late that has been the case for many. But I know that there is a greater plan in all of this and that this is but a moment. My friend Laura has asked my help in promoting her mothers cd that has just been released to benefit a good family friend of theirs. If you'd like to know more go to this link. Listen to the wonderful music and let's come together in remembering that we can't do this alone. Let us help one another and love one another as we continue on our journey through life. Love you all!

where'd fall go?

I love living in Colorado! It has snowed more in the last month than like in the entire month of November and December combined last year. Okay maybe I'm wrong but it sure does feel like it. And it came just in time too. I got my boot off and of course what did I do?!? I played in it of course! It was amazing and now it is pretty much all melted away and in the 60's.

China town?!?

Okay so it wasn't really in 'china town' but it was in a way. If Colorado had a China town I would mark this area to be just that. {duh I know I contradict myself} anyways China town was amazing. We went to the Chinese grocery store which is an experience everyone should have at least once. We went to the Chinese furniture store and we even made an appearance at Dim Sum! YUMMY! Anyways I am back from my lil out of Colorado but in Colorado experience. It lasted just a few hours and I loved every minute of it. In the furniture store there was bamboo and Buddhas everywhere and oh the tea pots~I wanted to buy every single one of them!! So beautiful!! The dish ware is so beautiful and well I could go on and on but really I just wanted to say I took a mini 4 hour vacation and it was amazing! Love you all!

Holleres eve

It was just what I don't do...tonight I mean. I don't do the whole getting dressed up thing all too often anymore. I'm not against the whole idea of the holiday. I mean I really did used to love it - and secretly still do. Shh don't tell anyone ;) K no but seriously it wasn't hard to talk me into a party...so I found myself dressed up and ready to go. And it was so much fun! I LOVE seeing how creative everyone gets! Long story short I went out and I loved it and I loved getting dressed up and I loved it all! People my friends rock, nuff said! Happy Halloween!!!

*I'll post pictures soon!

What was that??

Oh that's right - the Nuggets won. It ain't no thang but a chicken wang!

Let's see if they can bring just as much fever to the court tomorrow while playin in Portland!

Oh I love basketball!

And look at these shoes I found online...bringin back the old school flare of the Denver Nuggets. Ha ha love it!

The day we've all been waiting for - WE as in ME!!

SO EXCITED!! I know what I'll be doing tomorrow night!! Holler! Let's go Nuggies!!

UTAH - to love - to have - to hate -

So I made a trip to Utah.

I know - gosh we all know; that I have a love hate relationship with Utah. But this time 'round it was wonderful.

It wasn't the typical trip I take out there and it's been some time since really getting out of the house so it was pure bliss!

Let's see if I can sum pieces of it up for you all :)

The drive - one word, AMAZING! I love road trips!

The company - equally brilliant as the drive.

The colors! Oh the colors!! I LOVE fall!! The crunch of the leaves and the spectacular use of colors God graces us with is ridiculously spectacular!

BYU homecoming game - umm a devastation and let down for many :( TCU had some incredible plays though! Very impressive that I couldn't help but be happy inside!

University towns - nothing like 'em! There's such a different way of life when you step foot on one. And I simply love it. What don't I love, yeesh?

So my simple trip to a wonderful state with great company. That is JOY!

Ever watch the late show??

I love this and thanks to JanaBanana I am bustin at the seams!!! I love it!

StoryTime

Okay so this was way too funny and it was a must share story! I couldn't pass up the opportunity to post it. It is hilarious and I think you may just think so too!

I hope I don't butcher it...

First off let me just give you lil background. Last night my cousin Larry flew in for the evening to do a fireside for the Columbine Stake. I always have loved listening to him speak. Amazing and he's even being highlighted at for the BYU homecoming this year. He is amazing and it is what it is. Pure brilliance to have Him around. He's a good story teller. A classic Mercer quality.

So we got to talking about stuff in the news and about some silly law suit about a polynesian couple who went into a buffet for their all you can eat prime rib offer.

I tried to find the article but to no avail...I came up empty handed. Either way I guess after the husbands 13th plate of meat the manager/owner/lameoid said that was enough and they had to leave.

Umm - como que leave?? You left that wide open for a lawsuit because duh-it's all you can eat! Or can you not read?? Either way not sure what ended up happening...I suppose they settled and gave the couple some money and I'm sure loads of free food.

But it led up to the funnier story of the eveining. Lar and a friend had met up at what he called the Golden Apple (??) a buffet in the greater Provo area back in the day. My parents were the only other ones that had recollection of the place.

Anyways He and his friend has gone for I guess I would call it a late lunch. While there Larry observed this family SLEEPING!! Ha ha so he asks His friend 'who are they?' and with a reply I assume was kind of like duh it's a no brainer...'oh well that's so and so'

Oh right so and so - anyways on Fridays this family would go and pay the lunch price then take a nap. Sleep on through the afternoon than stay for dinner. I mean it is a buffet. It is a one time cover charge. The kids would sleep on the floor, booth etc and they would eat. HA HA HA only in Utah right???

I hope you guys have a fantastic weekend filled with loads of college football!! Oh I love this time of year! There will be some good games and I look forward to them all!

This lil light of mine...I'm going to let it shine!

So I have a lot of everything stored up my lil head and the majority of the time I never share a good 2/3's of it. I share loads of random ramblings, videos, pictures, but it's been a while since I've written anything with substance.

I shouldn't be hard on myself because this is a blog...there are no expectations, right? I get feedback from many sources...and I mostly take that feedback and do absolutely nothing with it except store it away.

But I thought I would take a moments time and jot down a lil something to help everyone know who it is that is behind this blog. Some I know personally in my day to day life, some are friends of friends, and some I know only through the wonderful technology of the web. I love all just the same. And I love sharing pieces of my life with you.

Anyways I thought it'd be interesting to let you all in on the things that I am currently doing at the moment. Doing a quick glance of this blog from the last month it would appear that I am a pill popper looking for my next fix who spends way too much time cruisin youtube. But I promise it's not all true!

SO here is a glimpse into my world...for realz this time.

***I love hand written notes! I love receiving them. I love giving them. I love the assortment of cards and envelopes that I can find these days! I always carry around blank cards with me. I keep them in my purse, my glove compartment, my scriptures, my current read, well you get the point. I love letting people know of my love for them. Perhaps something I observed or something I felt or just sharing with them the simple message that they are loved!

***I love to study anything and everything! I usually will take mental note of things that come up in conversations and look it up as soon as I find a spare moment. When living in Provo not too long ago that I miss it but long enough it is missed {did I just contradict myself} I always tried to live as close to the library as I could get! I love the library!! Towards my last semester I lived just a block away and every day after clinic I would make my way to the books. I never really read fiction or novels for that matter. I was more of a real stuff kind of girl. But end of story I love to read, I love to learn and I love to know what other people know and I love to share with others what I know!

***Did you guys know that I love lighthouses?? I love what they represent and I love their purpose. They are beautiful buildings and no matter what I love them! While in Cape May, NJ several summers back I stayed in a cottage right on the boardwalk just under a mile from the Cape May lighthouse. I was there for work and had every night free. So each evening I would find my way to the beach and walk the shore to the lighthouse and along the way I would take that time to just think about life. It was the best experience. I loved that time I had to myself to take in the beauty that I was surrounded by. It was the best experience and so magical!

***Did you guys know I have studied four languages?? Who does that?!? But not the point...I hardly retained anything that would help me in my moment of need. Like asking my way to the toilet or what is safe to eat you know the important stuff. The one I love the most and still study will most likely do me the least amount of good. Most individuals don't even know what it is. Dying to know? It's Tongan! I love studying it, I love reading it, I love speaking it. Unfortunately it is mostly self taught and I have no idea what I'm doing half the time but on the plus side I know how to ask where the best place to go fishing at night is with a torch in tow. See totally something I could use. Duh! So a shout out to Sugi who introduced me to the Tongan culture and language 5 years ago.

***I love dancing! And if there is amazing music it makes that much more incredible! I love to watch people dance, I love to learn about the specific dances, and props to those that do it and do it well! Because I am so not coordinated to do it well! But no matter because I still love it just the same.

***A random lil fact about me...I know about stones. My sister taught me and what she did teach me has remained. I don't know enough to really teach others but I know that because it is something Ashley loves I love to know about it. I admire her for how much she knows of natural holistic healing remedies or what not. I don't know how to describe what it is she knows but she knows a lot. And for that I admire her. Just wish she didn't live so darn far away.

There's plenty more I could talk about but I'm choosing not to do so. It is a feat if you were able to make it through the post without being bored to pieces. My mum says I write too much and she doesn't like to read it...but I took the peeps and halla and fo sho's out and maybe that will make all the difference! Love ya mum!

MJ Tribute

So Sam Tsui is brilliant along with his friend Kurt Hugo...here is a one of many videos they have put together. And I promise I'll be back to writing and not just uploading here soon. Promise!! My brain just isn't what it used to be! Loves*

It's here!!

Okay so remember how I went to see the ToyStory/ToyStory2 in 3D recently...well they finally released more than just a teaser for ToyStory 3~and so here it is!

What are your favorite things?

I love the FALL...but that's old news. But I love, love, love this song. And the cover is amazing! Enjoy...

Come what may - and love it!

So there is SO much going on today. In every way, shape and form! In my own life, in my family life, in my friends lives. All different scenarios but while sitting here knowing there isn't much that I can do to help the situations my sister was trying to lighten the mood and said "Remember Elder Wirthlin, Come what may and love it." We started laughing because even in the heat of the moment when everything that could go wrong does or moments when we feel like the Lord has not heard our prayers think twice. No matter where we are we can always remember the Lord does know us. He hears us and answers do come. But not always how we expect them. While on that note just to pass it along my beautiful AlexaMae is in need of prayers of comfort and love at this time. If you'd like to know more you can go to her blog. What an answer she has been in my life and I love you AlexaMae!

And here's another talk that touched my heart.

Remember friends It's not a sprint it's a marathon! Enjoy the ride even if there are a few unexpected turns along the way.

Upgrade anyone?

Ha ha so did I mention I got my cast off? I've graduated and upgraded to

--drumroll please--

a walking boot!

So of course I was more than happy to rid of the hard cast, I mean who wouldn't be? But upon leaving the docs office I noticed immediately that I hated the upgrade! Como que upgrade?? I think not. I feel like I'm now less accountable than previously. Didn't think it was possible. However I decided I could totally do this. I can't spend the rest of my life crawling around in a cast. I have to learn to walk again eventually. Well that day has come sooner than hoped however it ain't no thang. I can do this, I had a walking boot this time last year from this accident.

Although heavier, it's only because I'm on my crutches. Which by the way I love my crutches, they come in handy more times than not. SO anyways back to the funny awkward part of my day. Mum and I made a stop at WholeFoods and while I was at the entrance mindin my bizness a mom and son walk in. This boy so not more than about age 4 was clinging to his mom. His eyes were locked on my new upgrade. I heard some whimpering and then the mother replied "She doesn't have a robotic foot honey, it's just a cast." She apologized and went about her shopping.

So there you have it - I have the ability to scare small children. Great! Just what I want to put on my resume. To bad it contradicts my emphasis of my degree.

Anyone for cowtipping?

So at the dinner table tonight we were sharin some stories...totally normal and always a guarenteed laugh.

So here's one you may all enjoy...

Let me give you the background;
Christmas Eve 2006 - Denver - Dinner with the Gouldings {umm fyi pretty much the coolest family to date}

So sitting around enjoying some good conversation, great food, and not to mention awesome company when the older folk get on the topic of small town country/ranch/farm life.

Anyways Brother Evan tells us about the harsh winters he experienced growing up on the ranch. Some nights the cold conditions were enough to bring harm to the livestock.

So here's the conversation

Brother Evan: "It'd get so cold that the horses would freeze, standing up and we'd have to go out and tip them over." {and fyi not the case at all they actually go down on their own and then freeze}

Me obviously thinking OMG those poor animals ask in a manner described as so sincere "well they're okay when they thaw out right?"

The whole dining room erupted in laughter! Poor me was so confused...why was everyone laughing.

So there you have it peeps. That's the infamous 'cowtipping tale'* that comes up at least once during the holiday season in the Anderson and Goulding homes and I can imagine so for many years to come.

Oh to be me-it's hard to do but someone must do it. Who better than me?!
And than it made me think of this:



and yes I know I've had an overload of video clips this last month. But puh-lease you would too if you were recovering from surgery too! DUH now just watch the clip again.

*it got its title from more incriminating evidence than I care to share at this time..but you never know so stay tuned.

p.s. Sorry for the lamespice writing of the story...it's told so much better by anyone else BUT me. Just deal wit it

Not better but still good

I used to watch SNL all the time when I was in high school and college. After a few years of not having done so I picked it back up this summer while at the gym late Saturday nights. Although not what it used to be and not better than past it still has its moments. Like the Obama segments ha they actually are pretty clever. And they've had some funny guest hosts over the past months. It holds it own still. Duh otherwise it wouldn't be on still.

This last weeks episode featured Gilly-I love these bits...they never get old.

Anyways Regina Spektor performed her new song Eet. I love her so much and so here's hoping you do too! I'm off to eat some turkey dinner in celebration of Canadian Thanksgiving!

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving!

So we totally know how to throw it down in the Anderson household when it comes to holidays...love it! Anyways mum debated between going out or staying in. Hmm Claim Jumpers roasted turkey meal vs. home cookins! DUH! No brainer peeps. Need I say more?!?

Absolute JOY

Ha ha my joy-GLEE! I watch each episode not just once but more than enough to be borderline obsessive. But I can't get enough of the drama and the music and the dancing! I love it. Here is a lil sampling of some tunage! love ya guys!

Are we really just that lazy?!?

It's kind of like when you go to the gym and people are always looking for the spot closest to the door...but why? I mean really it's the GYM!! What's a few extra feet of walking distance going to do? But this video reminded me of this photo I saw years ago!

Couldn't have asked for anything better!!

SO to those of you who aren't with the program you best be getting with it...The Office is one of my fave shows and this right here is just a lil glimpse into why. Enjoy! Hey and a shout out to the Millward's because if it hadn't been for them I wouldn't have been able to truly appreciate this show...just sayin it's been made possible because of them :)

Humdrum

I have some random thoughts that I wanted to put down on blog...

Did you guys know that Michelle Obama's genealogy is pretty cool to trace back. It reminds me of a trip I took to the temple last year and a Brother Amis I met.

Also I found this dress that I love! It is beautiful I think...in theory it is anyways. We'll see though. I'll post a pic soon!

I forget that it isn't summer anymore until I get ready to go out and find white stuff gracing Colorado's presence. Crazy that I have lost a whole month but really I have gained a lot in this last month of bed rest.

Have you seen this? I love BMW and on paper this car looks and sounds amazing but really it's a phib. I saw one while I was out the other day and it was UGLY!

Also I wish I could know what NASA was thinking when blowing up a piece of the moon {no matter how small a piece} was a good idea. I mean really it's not like earth will be inhabited forever and all they want to do is research and spend tax payers money on blowing up the moon! LAME

A side note I LOVE GOAT CHEESE but I've come to find out that many people don't. SAD!

Coraline is such an amazing movie and you all should spend the time to sit down and watch it. I love it enough that I want to see Nightmare Before Christmas, something I've never done. Gasp whatev!

Anyone for a show?

Dust off your telescopes because there's going to be a show!

Visit msnbc.com for Breaking News, World News, and News about the Economy

Need a moment?

Ever have moments like this?

real deal

I think I'm in love! Are you?

Turnaround,

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart.

Oh Bonnie Taylor, you knew where it was at. I mean in terms of love and relationships this doesn't relate to me at all. But I totally think this is a good description of how I feel about Twilight.

Yes I said it - TWILIGHT! I know I know-I have a problem. I thought I was over it. That it wasn't a problem. BUT I was wrong. The other day I found myself somewhat frustrated and unhappy. A friend asked "what makes you happy?" I couldn't think of anything. I'd hit a wall and become a pit of gloom and despair. Ah but alas DUH!! I thought. I know what makes me happy...TWILIGHT. So I hunkered down and turned it on and there were angels singing, I swear it! I heard it; perhaps it was the drugs, or the lack of sleep, but I realized that this movie - albeit has standards all of it own. IS HAPPINESS!! So let me see I've lost count but I have watched it more than enough that I could be classified as a Twilight fanatic. Huh-I'm not. I don't understand my love but it's there and if it does the trick to pass the time and help me lose myself than it's my drug at the moment.

Ahh pure bliss! LOVE IT!

Is there something in your life that has the ability to make everything right for the moment?

LOVE it

Remember when we laughed?

I am in need of some laughs...the good kind you know? OH I wish that the best show ever were still on!! If it were I bet GOB would be putting in for an upgrade to this! (okay really who am I kidding, he'd never retire his trusty mode of transportation, but still)

Anyone for a peep show?

Srsly delicious

I love Fall!

I love the leaves that begin to fall and the changing colors and the smell. There's a smell to Autumn, everything about it I love.

I love to especially bake this time of year. Something about the sweet smell in the kitchen is that much sweeter this time of year.

Last year I shared my pumpkin pancake recipe with you, this year though I thought I'd share my Apple pumpkin spice muffins with you! They are to die for, can't wait to bake them fall!

I got this recipe in college from my stake presidents wife! Enjoy!

1 2/3 cups all purpose flour
1 cup sugar
1 tablespoon pumpkin pie spice
1 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon baking powder
1 cup canned pumpkin
1/2 cup butter, melted
2 large eggs, lightly beaten
1 Granny Smith apple, grated...peel and all!

Topping:
1/4 cup sugar
2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1 tablespoon butter or margarine

Combine first 6 ingredients in a large bowl; make a well in center of mixture. Combine pumpkin, butter, and eggs in another bowl and add to dry ingredients, stirring just until moistened. Fold in grated apple and spoon into greased muffin pans, filling two-thirds full.

Now for the topping!
Combine sugar, flour and cinnamon. Cut in butter until mixture resembles coarse crumbs; sprinkle over each muffin.

Bake at 350 degrees for 25 minutes. Remove from pans immediately, and cool on wire racks.

R.I.C.E. anyone??

So I took an adventure to the Dr's office today. I was sent home with specific instructions to R.I.C.E.* it up for the next week. Wonderful! Right? We'll see but for now I'm back on bed rest. Guess I was getting a little ahead of myself on how much I can do...Stephanie knows no limits. Until today that is ;)

* Rest - Ice - Compression - Elevation = LAME

...suggestion box...

Umm any suggestions on what to do if you have a cast on one foot and am cursing because I swear I just sprained the other one. Needless to say I'm going to be in bed for a loooong time this weekend.

{caution}

Drugs can do the body no good ... I have a love hate relationship with my drugs

And seriously why am I still awake?? Oh right because they switched my meds...they aren't too kind to my stomach. I've staked claim of the bathroom floor...I may just end up spending more time there than in bed this week. Can't complain because I have been looking to remedy the whole bed situation.

And I guess it could be worse...I mean if I had this bathroom. It's awful, can I say barf? I'd toss my cookies just with the very thought of having to step foot in here.

Infinity and Beyond!

So what are you guys doing this weekend??

Well besides the obvious of most of us listening in on General Conference??

I know what I want to do!!

Toy Story & Toy Story 2 in 3D - it'll be stellar! Who else is game?

And a little bit more excitement to the whole mix is this following video. Enjoy!

Really now??

Holy cow!! So you wouldn't believe went down today!!

First let me tell you that when you have a cast and crutches people totally treat you differently! every time I go out with the 'rents there's always someone there waiting to ask if I'd like a wheelchair or scooter. It is so crazy you guys. I may not be driving the roads yet but I am so approved to drive through the following places; Costco, AFW {and I get to chill on their furniture}, any dept store, and even the grocery stores trust me. I am getting so good at driving these things around it is so fun. Ha ha so shouldn't be allowed but hey it keeps me entertained while I'm out with mum.

So while at Costco today I was in checkout chillin in my motorized cart when these cute grannies I'd been people watching the entire time while we were in there came up behind us. I was minding my own bizness when there's a hand on my shoulder, some mumbling that I can't make out, and some petting of my hair. Ha ha NO JOKE

These ladies were petting my hair!! Never experienced that before. They just said oh honey your hair is so pretty and soft. The color is beautiful, makes me want to be young again. Oh my tuna you guys it was priceless. Still super weird but whatev they are old so I issued them less accountable in that department.

Out of control LOVE!

I have some new found time in my life...some of which I've been investing in TV land! It's the best guys-seriously! But that's not all I've been doing

-HERE-
let me share

{obsession number one}

Spending endless hours sleeping!
It's the most amazing thing but lately it's tiring ;)

{obsession number two}

watching reality tv como que reality?? Yes you read right...let's see Survivor, Amazing Race, America's Next Top Model, Dancing with the Stars I never knew besides AMNTM that there was anything else worth my time and devotion! I love Dancing with the Stars! Go team Chito!!


{obsession number three}

READING!! Okay so I already love to read...
But now I spend at least an hour of my own time each morning and night
but I have a friend who will read with me too.

{obsession number four}

I have so much time that I've been investing it in learning to use the

wait for it - wait for it

Bump-its
ha ha I know right? But Brenda my amazing cous introduced me to them
AND made me comfortable enough to attempt it.

Promise they are NOT as hard to use but I so don't use the user manual.
I wrote my own!

{obsession number five}

Building on the friendships I already have...I'm just obsessed with having friends.
What a wonderful blessing!!

{obsession number six}

The story of Gil and Anne... I'll never be able to get enough of Avonlea!

and I'm obsessed with this photo...I get lost in it for hours.
Don't judge! It's my time and I'll do with it what I want!


LOVEs*

some joy in my day

So I have a new cast. It's the one color I told myself I wouldn't get...dun duh duh PINK! I love pink but as a new extra appendage?? I don't think so. But I did think so obviously and now here I am with a pink cast. It was so funny getting it cut of, and not fun. Halfway through the process I just pulled it off because it's been so lose.

But I found this cute picture of someone who makes me smile without fail. She is the darnedest thing and so adorable. Plus has the most amazing parents and siblings that I love just as much. Her name is Bai and I could spend all day every day with her and never get sick of her!

I made it!

So since surgery and being on bed rest I have loads of time to do next to nothing. Which is pretty much how I like it for the most part. Sleep is the best medicine for recovery-did you guys know that? While sleeping your body works extra hard to repair and recover. It's so cool what our bodies can do!

Anyways when I do feel up to actually absorbing what I find to do I choose to check in on my google reader. Now in the last three weeks I have accumulated over 1000+ posts to read. Keep in mind I also hadn't really been keeping up on it for the several weeks leading up to surgery. I knew I would have plenty of time.

SO now that I lay in bed with the laptop all day I read a post here and there and kept thinking I will never be able to catch up on all my friends happenings :( But alas I just got through them and now I have nothing in my reader.

That being said, Won't somebody hurry and post so I can stalk some more?? Thanks!

I found a remedy!!

Are you feeling as if your baking skills are not where they could or should be?

Do you find yourself bored with your measuring utensils?

Are you falling asleep while there's a cake in need of immediate attention because it's about to 'fall'?

Then these measuring cups are just the thing! They will spice up any kitchen and help create some fun while you bake it up!!

No but seriously I love these-no joke. They are really cute and I think they would be a fun addition to any girls kitchen! I like them more than my long obsession with the collapsible cups!

como que delinquent ??

So I noticed you tagged Steph not me {am I blushing?} ha ha but I did it anyways-For you Jenn

A - Age: 24

B - Bed size: Queen

C - Chore you hate: putting away the clean dishes...I'll take loading the dirty over this any day.

D - Dog(s) name: I was a child who never had her dream of owning a puppy come true :(

E - Essential start your day item: tooth brush

F - Favorite color: blue

G - Gold or Silver: gold

H - Height: 5'2...almost

I - Instrument: Does an attempt at the piano for 10 years count?? Ha no but for real?

J - Job title: I lounge in bed all day every day...haven't thought of a title for that yet. Suggestions?

K - Kid(s): I'm content with the fact I don't have kids...but I claim my 12 nieces and nephews!

L - Living arrangements: my parents put me up while I recover...it's almost as good as the hospital.

M - Mom's name: Cathy

N - Nicknames: Stephie, Snot, Sizzles

O - Overnight hospital stay (other than birth of child): I've checked in many a times...for some grand and not so grand experiences...I enjoy it though :) The nurses are pretty much awesome.

P - Pet Peeve: failure to follow through with commitments

Q- Quote: And will you succeed? Yes indeed,yes indeed! Ninety eight and three quarters percent guaranteed! Dr Seuss

R - Right or left handed: I'm ambidextrous

S - Siblings: a lot

T - Time to wake up: I enjoy the hour of 630...while recovering I sleep a lot - sometimes right on through lunch.

U- Under your bed?: maybe some dust bunnies?

V - Vegetable you dislike: Are tomatoes classified as a veggie or a fruit??

W - Ways you run late: When am I not late?

X - X-rays you've had: A lot of my feet

Y - Yummy food you make: lemon muffins

Z - Zoo favorite: warthogs-is that odd??

A wonderful surprise....short but sweet

You wouldn't believe what made an appearance this last week...SNOW!

It came and fell and the flakes where so huge and beautiful but nothing stuck around long...I got to sit from the comfort of my bed and enjoy how whimsical it all was.

So in celebration of the snow and that fact that it didn't stick around I present you with this video footage of some morning commuters scaling a neighborhood hill...it's really fun to watch enjoy. And helps us appreciate the fact that the snow didn't stick around to make our mornings like this.

Anyone for a tribute?

So ever think about what we used to do with our time?

My parents recently moved into a new house. In a joint effort to help them weed out 'unwanted' things while trying to get settled {aka the kids stuff} we've come across boxes filled with items from our childhood. Recently I've been delving into the world of The Babysitters Club books. I have the time and it is secretly kind of fun...takes me back to the 90's.

So in a tribute to the 90's here's a video I found. Hope you smile...

Laughin much? Take in a dose here.

So sick of laying in bed...but I sure do find some funny things to laugh at to help pass the time. Enjoy :)

What's your joy?

Owl flew past a day or two ago and noticed me.He didn't actually
say anything, mind you, but he knew it was me.
Very friendly of him,I thought. Encouraging. EEYORE

As a young girl I really loved Eeyore. He brought me joy which sounds odd but in a round about way I always seemed to learn something valuable from him. He wasn't known for talking a lot but when he did it was thought provoking. But there was something I thought of tonight that He said once upon a time "weeds are flowers too...once you get to know them." That's the attitude I need to have. To be an optimist one must have faith and for me I also need patience and through faith patience will come.

This whole surgery recovery is a learning experience and I find I cry a lot and get frustrated easily and feel lonely or get impatient...I can and so I unfortunately choose to do so. We all knew it would come with this whole isolated bed rest thing but I guess I didn't think of it as being this hard. I feel so lonely each and every passing day...sometimes it's a fleeting thought and leaves as fast as it came and other days it can be longer lasting. But I have a lot to be grateful for.

So tonight it's about the JOY!

I went on an outing today with mum. Nothing extravagant but long overdue. It made me happy to see the sun from somewhere rather than just my window today.

I got to chat with my lil niece Bai today...she was happy just to be happy. It made me smile, her simple words from such a young mind were refreshing.

I'm glad I get to actually get out of bed. Even if it is just to go to the bathroom. I can and for that I'm happy. Also that I won't always have these crutches makes me smile.

I'll walk again after all of this is over...I still have my foot who cares about the scars. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my ability to walk permanently. I don't want to take it for granted anymore...but it's hard not to do so.

My mom takes care of me every day you guys. She doesn't have to but she does. She loves me and that makes me happy and I love her. I want to serve her the way she serves me someday.

I saw a picture of my Grandpa today-I smiled. I'm glad I have the family I do with the history that comes with it...I have so much to take from my ancestors.

I have hair...seems silly but there are those who don't have hair for various reasons. I'll take mine any day even if it is red and frizzy. I love it!!

I have the gospel in my life. I have truth in my life and my life it has a purpose and I want to live...even if I do have moments of despair.

Tonight I read some stories...it is about light; our own individual light. That it is enhanced through doing specific things. I love that I read it. It was a good decision. You should check it out.

P.S. Gina I so want to make P.B. cookies now...I hate P.B. but you sure do make them sound delicious enough to not only bake but eat. Do you have a good recipe?? What am I saying-of course you do. Care to share? Or anyone out there for that matter??

a song is all

So I really like this song...the group...the sound...all of it. I like it. What do you think? Thanks to my classy friend who introduced it to me.