Cameron is my doctor, and he's phenominal! He truly has made a mark on my life for the better. And I trust him. Obviously one would have to do so to go through what I did. Although that trust has never been questioned I have for sure done my fair share of being a defiant patient. I blame the drugs or perhaps it was all the bedrest. Maybe it was both but I cannot be held accountable, right? So back to that whole trust thing. I believe he knows what's best for me; from a helping Stephanie recover standpoint. Do I always like his input? No. But I recognize that it's not about taking the easy way out. I MUST remember that the time invested into this last year does have sacrifices. Blood must be spilt and tears will be present. I had forgotten I am not past that point yet. I still need to give a lil more to gain a lot more.
Long story short; I have gym clearance! Do I want this alloted to me? NO But hey what the heck I just sit around all day anyways, not like the gym will hurt me. WRONG! So wrong. I used to love the gym. Now I will find any excuse to not want to go. Pretty hard to come up with an excuse when you have no job and no comittments. But it's been a few weeks now and even if it is a love hate relationship I do wake up each day feeling just that much stronger.
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You need to find someone to go with you because that's seriously my only motivation to ever go to the gym...plus it's way more fun! I finally met your friend Nicole at Brae's party Sat. It was a lot of fun!
:( I don't like excercising, but now I'm getting older and my metabolism is dying so I need to hop to it. I don't have a job and I'm not recovering from any medical condition so... when I'm not in class I can only think of so many excuses.
I don't have to tell you my feelings about exercise. If it doesn't kill you, it will hurt you. Anyway, best of luck! I've ben thinking about you!
I think you're in love with Cameron. Who calls their doctor by their first name?? The one who loves him. Just sayin'.
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